Old Apartment, Last Night

I hate change. Each time I am mid-move, I have mixed emotions of excitement and loneliness. I am still sleeping in my old apartment, yet half my stuff sits across my complex in a small one bedroom. For three weeks, I have looked forward to this moved with positive anticipation. I bought a new tv, new dishes, and even new shoes for my wonderfully huge closet. Hopefully, once the dust settles and my new cabinets fill with dishes, I will feel home.